stuff i should probably explore with a therapist (2 in a potentially very long series)

Why I feel terrible if when haven’t completed a lengthy Action Item list on my days off – even when those Actions mostly consist of pointless busy work.
And let’s face it most of my Action Items lists are full of pointless busy work.

Why I feel like I have to do stuff all the time, else I am – well I don’t even know. At this point it seems like productivity for the sake of productivity – which is kind of … well … unproductive.

What’s all that about?