finally the carolbaby has come back to the blog

A little blip in the daily posting routine there.

I’ve been feeling quite low and maudlin for the past few weeks. Everything has felt hard – like wading through treacle. I have no business feeling like this because objectively this year has been great with very many good things happening. This actually makes feeling low worse because then I excoriate myself for not feeling more upbeat and thankful. Oh Brain!

I mean it could be a billion things – biorhythms, stars or chakras out of alignment, overheated thyroid meds, some distant planet in retrograde, not enough exercise, moon phase, microbiome off kilter, a curse, too much computer, too little computer – really who can know?

Sometimes you just need to wallow for a bit. Reader, I really let myself wallow.

I woke yesterday feeling much more positive with renewed energy, which is quite a relief.

Onward!

3 thoughts on “finally the carolbaby has come back to the blog

  1. Sorry to hear this. But it is okay to be maudlin, and wallowing is much the best approach! Fighting it is too exhausting. Glad you’ve bounced back!

  2. Bonjour

    Et hop, c’est reparti.Parfois, rien ou tout peut expliquer un bref mal-être. Le vivre sans trop résister est souvent la meilleure solution. C’est bien parfois de ne pas lutter, se faire plaisir et laisser le contrôle qui veut bien le prendre.
    Heureuse de vous savoir plus confortable. Le printemps et l’été seront bénéfiques ( ici, c’est la neige qui s’annonce et les jours très courts…)

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